Let’s pretend I do have restless legs syndrome. Up and down up and down constantly. Crossing uncrossing, one up and under my ass in a half-lotus position. It is a whole circus to remain still, come and look at the freak who can’t sit!
All jokes aside. I have been struggling to focus big time over the last month, it makes my day rather difficult as most of it requires some type of concentration. Thanks to myself I took ten days off and do not have to be at my desk as much (nor use Excel). However, all my writing and reading plans have gone out of the window at the same time. Instead, I moved all the furniture, reorganised my books for the X time and went to the gym (who this?). I also rewatched 5 out of the 16 seasons of Criminal Minds, but we’re not going to talk about that.
Too much coffee you’d think considering the intentionally misleading title? No, same quantity as always I just wanted a clickbait title to trap you into my rambling. Oscillating between peaks and abysses of energy, I am going from excitement (fast stress) to exhaustion (slow stress) with nothing in between. I am mostly feeling guilty for not having my brain in the place I needed it when I needed it. In a nutshell: I am stressed over wasting precious vacation days by not being able to focus.
All in all, I had no idea of what I could possibly write this week and none of my top tips to find inspiration worked soooo. I’ll make another coffee.